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Name: Brooke Birthday: 8/19/1989 Gender: Female
Interests: Writing, drawing, listening to rock & metal, going to Hot Topic, playing the drums, anime, manga, hanging with my friends, & swimming. Expertise: Almost everything, and anything about anime, that is on adult swim, and some of what is on G4. Writing stories, and somehow being good at listening to other ppl's problems, & helping them work through them. Occupation: Other Industry: Computers (Internet)
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Member Since:
5/26/2005
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| Another miracle I know right? lol....
But don't worry Sparrow, when I get the chance I am so going to meet Lee. Ok I didn't give a discription of him last time. So I'll do that now. He is 5"9', 4 inchs taller than me, but I like taller guys. I'd feel wierd if I dated a guy shorter than me. But anyways, he has short blonde hair, green eyes, a ear ring in his left ear I think Manda said. Then on his right upper arm he has a tattoo! Which is so unfair! But it's ok, I should be getting mine sometime before Christmas. I'm still debating on whether I want it on my lower back or on my ankle. Opinions are welcomed...Ok back on subject, lets get to his car now. It's a dark blue sports car, Manda couldn't remember what kind except it has a wing on the back. And he has these huge speakers in the back which are loud as hell, and he takes great pride in them. But on he has silver flames on his doors and the rest of flames on the car are red. Ok so I'm in love with his car, and I'm seriously lusting over him. God I want to meet him badly...lmao! I mean who wouldn't want to meet him? I need to call Manda and ask her to call Micheal and tell him and Lee to come over one day and let me be at her house or something.
This upcoming Friday, Manda, Sherrie, and some other people, maybe Charlotte are going to the theaters. We are going to see Cry Wolf.
I think that is enough since it is only 3:03 pm. I probably won't get on and write anymore though. Here's what I will probably end up doing for the rest of the day. Call Manda, ride my bike down the road a few times, and play the GameCube or the PS2. Then take a shower get my clothes ready for tomorrow. And then through out it all probably keep lusting over Lee. Haha!
Im out, see yaz!
Brooke | | |
| It's a miracle that I got on and wrote something in a consecutive day huh? I can't believe it either. Ok what did I do today? Hmm....I got on a few minutes this morning and posted on a few forums to keep up with my role plays. Then I got off, played Super Smash Brothers Melee for a couple of hours, then I went out and rode my bike down the road a few times. I talked on the phone with Amanda for an hour I think.
Ok I'm not for me dating a guy younger than me, but I might reconcider. I got to meet the guy first. But this is what happened. This morning Micheal and his brother Lee went over to Amanda's house. Micheal is still trying to get Manda to go out with him even though their date Wednesday was a travisty. Anyways I burnt Manda 6 CDs, my Puddle of Mudd, Trapt, Three Days Grace, Nickelback, The Offspring, and Crossfade. Well Lee heard them, b/c Manda was playing them. He liked them, and asked who burnt them for her. She told him it was me, and he asked if she had a pic. And um..Manda showed him my ROTC Ball pic from ninth grade and my school pic from tenth grade. I could kill her for showing those b/c I hate them, and plus I don't look like either of them now. He thought I was cute, and he wants to meet me. Manda called me about 3 something today, and we talked. She told me what he looked like, what kind of car he had, and he has a real job! That blew my mind cause of his age. He is 15 but he'll be 16 next month. The only things he knows about me is what kind of music I listen to which he loves too, and a two year old pic of me in a prom-like dress and my school pic from a year ago. He can't be that bad right? Well Manda swore next time he came over she would call me and them come over or she come get me. I don't know why but I really want to meet him. Manda said he was hot, so that means he is hot! Because she and I have the same taste in guys. The only thing is if they are to young for her then they are about right for me, and if they are to old for me then they are probably right for her. We both like older guys. lol...Though Lee is younger I don't care he's hot, got an awesome ass car as Manda said, and loves the same music I do. I think he's worth meeting don't you?
Alright im out, see yaz!
Brooke | | |
| Alright alright, so I haven't written anything in alittle more of a months time. Give me a break I got a life...ha yeah right. I try to but it doesn't work out like I would want it to.
So lets give you the short version. Richard and I dated for 2 weeks, then I broke up with him. I thought of him more like a brother. Firefighter Dave and I got back together 3 days before my 16th birthday, then we broke up a week and a day later. Well he broke up with me, yet he is the one that begged me to take him back. And just yesterday after like 3 weeks of no talking, he pops up on messenger saying he misses me and still thinks about me. I can't believe what I read, but I don't care. I give guys only two chances and that's it. Besides I don't want to be pulled down at the moment by a guy. I am having a blast running around and flirting with all these guys. About 5 guys right now are begging me to date them and saying that they love me. It's to much fun! I keep saying no, but I'm just flirting and playing around. No harm in that, right? Damn straight there isn't anything wrong with it.
School started the 17th of August, my Junior year of high school. Isn't it great? I got a jammed pack year and classes. And no I haven't gotten my license yet. I'm still trying to talk my grandmother into letting me get it but she isn't budging. I am in FFA, FBLA, and the Honor Society this year. That is three clubs, and three different club meetings. That and homework is tiring. I do homework usually till 6 or 6:30 so I don't have anytime to get on the computer any more except at school, and well I can't remember all the URLs b/c I save them to my Yahoo! Bookmarks and my school doesn't have those. So I don't get to everything. Oh and I sometimes get on, on the weekends like right now.
Hey I'm 16 now! Can you believe it? I can and can't. I've worked hard to survive to see this age, and now I got another goal. To see 18...lol.
OH SHIT! I got to tell you. Shay and Jennifer got in a wreck this past Tuesday. Oh my god, I started freaking out when I found out. Jennifer has broken her left pinky and ring finger. Shay has cracked knee caps, and bruises everywhere. When they came to school yesterday for the first time since Tuesday, Shay came straight up to me and just hugged me for like 5 minutes. It took alot from both of us not to cry, but we did it. Now that takes some strength. 5 points to the both of us! lol...But Shay didn't come to school today, she didn't feel like it. She was to sore, which I understand. I'll just copy my notes and give them to her, for Literature.
That's pretty much it. Ok it's not as short, but the thing is. I left out alot of details, so be happy this is all you got. Haha!
Brooke
P.S. - I do like this one guy alot, and he likes me even more. ^.^ | | |
| Thanks Sparrow, I really like writing so it's always good to know people like what I do. But as for being sorry about the break up, don't be. It's for the better, and besides why should you feel bad, when I'm the one jumping around, happy and hyper? I'm actually fine with it, course it feels alittle wierd now when ever I pass a fire station, but I'm ok.
Oh god, Richard called me again last night. But my grandma said we were going to go to Santee again today, and go swimming at the lake. Since I know Richard works from 5:30 in the morning till we get off the phone at night. I thought why not try and get him out the house some. So I talked my grandma into picking him and his cousin, Robby up on our way since they live near Santee. Robby is going to drive his car, and Richard is going to ride with him. They want me to ride with them. And I don't think it's that made of an idea, because frankly, I think Robby is alittle to slow to follow and keep following my grandmother. So I think it would be safer if someone rode with them that knows the way to my Aunt's house. Neither of my brothers know the way except me and my grandmother, and she can't ride with them.
Shay was supposed to come over today about noon, and hang out till about 3:00, but my grandmother said we have to much laundry to do, so she can come tomorrow instead. I really don't understand that, we don't care about two or three baskets of clothes in the hallway. We are going to be in my room, but she said she has to come tomorrow instead. I just hope Shay got my voicemail.
Oh! One more thing! lol I sound like that Uncle from the Jackie Chan cartoon. That I watched years ago...*looks around room*....lol anyways..Richard once again asked me out, so to shut him up I finally answered him. Can you guess what my answer was?......*waits for people to say something*......To my surprise I ended up saying ok, I know I know it was a surprise to me as well. I don't think it will last long though, I think he'll get on my nerves really quick. And he seems like the jealous type, and I got alot of male friends. Well he knows all the ones at school, but I'm talking about that I talk to on the net and on the phone sometimes. But yeah today will be the first time that I've seen him in about two or three weeks.
Ok that's it I think. Um......*mind blank*....If I think of anything else I'll add it later, but it probably won't be added till tomorrow. Alright then, I'm out, see yaz! | | |
| Sorry I haven't written in awhile. But I got alot of shit to tell you all. Lets see were to start?........
Yesterday was really exciting in a way. I watched the sunrise as I sat on the back porch with my coffee cup in my hand. Yeah I know it's like one of the perfect scenes in a movie or whatever, but it was really pretty. So I was up early, had coffee, and so I was alittle hyper. I actually got in my computer chair, sat on my feet and started spinning around, saying "Keep on spinning spining, Keep on spinning..." Imao I know funny isn't it. Well Dave (the firefighter) popped up on AIM. And I finally decided to do it, after thinking about it for about 4 or 5 days. I broke up with him....that was a first time that I ever broke up with someone. It had always been the other way around. Ok now on to the next stuff, a friend of mine from OW, Derrick as me to go have lunch with him today out of the blue after I said I broke up with Dave. I really wanted to, but my brothers ruin it like usual. I'm stuck here babysitting them, and then I have a dentist appointment at 3. So hopefully we can do something next week since he is flying up to New York tonight to go see a baseball game (Twins vs. Yankees), and he'll be back Friday. What else?....OH! Richard asked me to go to some Ice Palace this weekend with him. He has been calling me everynight for the past 3 weeks. But then he last night he said he changed it, so he wants to go the weekend after next. I said I might go, I don't know.
I've written two more poems, but they are extremely longer than my past few. So I'll get a link later for you to check them out if you wish. Alright I think that is it for right now. If I think of anything else I'll let you all know. I'm out, see yaz!
http://forums.cjb.net/animenation07-about55.html
Alright go to that link and you'll see all of my poems, that's my forum by the way. ^.^ | | |
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